Post by RACHEL COSPERIN on Apr 7, 2011 1:35:17 GMT -5
{ all the joy you've ever known,
,RACHEL KATHARINE COSPERIN}
when there's something that won't let you sleep, can you live with the secrets you keep?
all the pain all the pride, all the poison you've taken that's killing you inside
there's a manifested bitterness in all the joy you've known, there's no point in redemption,
some things are better left alone, I've waited for freedom from bondage of self
grow tired of everyone else, grown cold, grown sick of the doctrine, the lies that I've been told
{ i remember when you disconnected,
,BOYS AND GIRLS }
, best friend with such high hopes but still rejected, i know i've been there
, childhood friend you thought something outside would always fix you
, good friend you should know by now it'll always trick you, i know how it feels
, average friend it was all just boys and girls making the most of a fucked up world
, party friend left with nothing left insane, live fast, die young, feel no pain
, acquaintance why can't you open those eyes wasted living your daydream dies
, first name basis you've disconnected from all that you know, why?
, by association mom and dad let you out at night, if you're back by one itll be all right
, former enemy and you're safe from the world but those nights wont stay the same
, false friend no more time for fun and games and your habits are all wearing you down
{ why did you need to take that pill?
,FAVORITE SON }
, hardcore hate never has and never will make you better make you well
, strong dislike you're shackled in your self-inflicted cell, sunlight you'll never see
, ignore you're a prisoner of pharmacology and you're telling me you feel fine
, dislike never better, that's what you said in your last letter that was read aloud
, misunderstanding at your memorial last week, where are you now? up above?
, jealousy I hope you find some kind of love that isn't bottled or tamper-resistant
, rival but unconditional and consistent, the peace you've spent you lifetime searching for
, by association if this is what it takes maybe others can learn form your mistakes
, former friend and turn off that blacklight before it gets too late
{ i miss you and it's bittersweet,
,BITTERSWEET }
, current you try to tell me where your heart is, you say there's nothing wrong
, future and the honesty in your eyes tells me I should be strong, I don't want to
, past get wrapped up in morbid reflection 'cause that's a pessimistic space
, physicall attraction and the situations I imagine are lost somewhere in you face
, friends with benefits because when were together it's bittersweet
, forbidden now your with him and I miss you I feel somehow incomplete
, mixed feelings I try to stand on my own I take it one day at a time
, secret and if you ask me how I'm doing I bite my lip and say I'm fine
, enemies with benefits well I don't know, I can't sing, can't sleep, do anything
, crush I just know I'll be there waiting for you to come around
, childhood sweethearts I know you tell me all the time that I worry too much
, on/off relationship but not a day goes by where I'm not thinking about you
, fling what we had, what we could have if you just give me one more chance
{ you're broken again,
,BROKEN }
, classmate and this time I won't catch you falling, I can only do you wrong, it's a bit of insane
, room mate my words of comfort are disregarded, and we've known it all along, all along
, club mate You've got a thing for breaking hearts, another night another fifth of laying blame
, project partner but nothing seems to wash away that shame that kisses all your blackest dreams
, teacher y'know, I've played the game that always tricks you, I'd cut off my right arm to fix you
, study partner but so what's so wrong? It seems like there's no getting through to you
, band partner I know your recollection's negative but take a chance and give it one more shot
, co-worker more than some people get you know, admit you've wasted too much time already
{distance between the things you say,
,30 DAY WONDER }
, sibling your actions tell me everything you never could so I'll keep my grip and stay away
, distant family why should I waste my time when you can't tell even wrong from right?
, close family if you had your way I would embrace convention and lose my will to fight
, family friend distractions keep me off my game and I can't help but wonder if it was you
, family enemy would you still feel the same? Closed out shut down it doesn't matter to me
, bad influence because I've got the truth, sick lies close ties your cheap talk ain't enough
, good influence because we've got the truth, I've got no time for narrow minds playing the role
, other (specify) you played the role, played out your self doubt is going to force you to fold
{ you're taking, she's giving,
,A CREDIT TO HIS GENDER }
this plot page was entirely designed by sade from CAUTION!v2 and the lyric credits go
to Good Riddance. Not stealing or taking away the credits, or you will, well, die, actually.
the game is the same as always, you reply to my plot page, i reply to yours. please be
creative in choosing the relationships and remember to reply with the code and again in
code, since that makes it a million times easier to update the list. Thanks loads and enjoy!