Out for awhile (open)

[edwardcullen]

"I..." "Wow." He floated there with his back against the rock wall when she said that to him. He looked over at her when she surfaced. She apparently really liked that kiss he just gave her. It was like she had not had a kiss ever. But this was a kiss from a vampire. Some were far better than other humans. He must've been one of those that were extremely good at it. Well he had a lot of practice. He never thought he could ever kiss any one else. But the way Ginny kissed him back was amazing. Simply amazing. That would be another quality about her he loved so much about. He looked down though. He was not proud of what he did.

Even though she loved it. He was not so sure of his actions he's done on her. He could not hide it though. He loved the kiss just as much as she did right now. All he could hear was the water move around them when ever they moved an arm or a leg or even twisted their body at some point. His hair was completely drenched. Water dropped off the tips of his hair as he luscious lips were sealed. He was obviously thinking about what he had just done. She would see that plainly. That he was trying to gather his own thoughts on what had just happened....

[GINNY CULLEN]

Ginny sighed softly watching his facial expressions. She could tell he was unsure of what to think. She wanted him to know that it was okay though. He was acting purely on how he felt and nothing was wrong with that. The only problem was Bella, of course. He still had feelings for her... She wished he could see her as a friend but even if he didn't she would not hold it against him. She would rather him follow his heart and she would never even think about trying to manipulate his thoughts in anyway. What he wanted she would be okay with...or rather make herself okay with. She liked him though...a lot. And it was clear he liked her too.

"Edward..." She began swimming an inch toward him. "Don't feel bad about what you did... You only acted on what you felt." If not, he wouldn't have kissed her. Ginny swam another inch to him so now they were only a few feet away. She wouldn't go any closer unless he wanted her too. Then in which case, she would... Sighing, she went back under the water to brush all the hair in her face away a little more easily. Her eyes spotted an opening on the wall that looked to be a underwater cave entery... Curiousness got to her when she surfaced again. "I'll be right back...okay?" She told him softly taking a deep breath and going back under. She swam to the small opening hoping dearly she would have enough to either get to where it led to or come back up if it led no where. She knew very well she was risking loosing her breath but really wanted to find out where it went too.

Once a few feet into the opening she noted it was far in and continued to swim into the path. She was starting to run out of air when she finally reached the end of the tunnel. Ginny swam up as fast as she could because she hadn't any breath left in her. Luckily, there was an opening at the top with some air there. There was only a few holes to the ceiling giving her nice fresh oxygen to breathe in. When her breath returned to her she climbed up to the rock floor and laid there on her back. She wondered where the rest of this place led to. Probably another cave opening.

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[edwardcullen]

"Edward..." "Don't feel bad about what you did... You only acted on what you felt." He looked up at her. She was right. He did only act on what he was feeling at that moment under water. That was indeed one of the most passionate kisses he had ever given any one. And he loved the way it felt. He wanted to feel that again. He needed to feel that again. He's been so lonely for so long with out Bella. It seemed like to him though, that Bella wanted to live her life first. And he was gladly to let her do that. But he did not know which way she was wanting to go at the moment. She was running him in circles. And he was rather annoyed with it. Cause she said she wanted to be with him but where was she right now? Not with him any way.

He leaned the back of his head against the stone wall behind him...And sighed as he tried to get his thoughts together. "I'll be right back...okay?" He nodded as he looked at her and watched her dive under yet again. He thought she was going on shore for some thing. Instead she dived under. Did she want him to follow her? She would've said so if that was what she wanted. He was alone now. There was no one around. He raised his hand back out of the water and brushed his wet bangs back. He hated the water dripping on his nose and face. He looked around and there was no one around him. He thought for a moment that maybe he needed to follow her under the water. She had been gone for a few minutes.

After a while he dived under. He got extremely worried about her then. As he dived under he looked every where for her. And even looked on the lake's floor for her body. God if some thing had happened he would never forgive himself for it. As he looked for her more he swam farther away from the surface. This lake was deeper than he thought. But he soon came to some thing that looked like an opening. As he swam towards it he entered the under water cave. And popped his head out on the surface just then as he saw her laying on a rock....And he swam up to her all relieved that she was alright...As he did he climbed himself out of the water and walked over to her as he sat beside her...."So this is where you have disappeared off to?"

[GINNY CULLEN]

It was so musky smelling in this cave it almost bothered her. But she wanted to take in the beauty before leaving the place. Sighing, she rolled over on her back and lifted a knee to be more comfortable. Or, as comfortable you can get laying on a rock landing. The moistness of the roof caused the drops of water to fall hitting her lightly. It sounded like a light shower when it hit the water which made her feel relaxed. The sound of rain usually puts her to sleep. Living in Forks was easier on her rest then when she was in Florida because of it. She almost forgot Edward was out there still! She wasn't leaving him and she didn't want him to worry. It had been a couple minutes since she went under and she knew how he was easy to worry something's wrong.

Her breath was only now getting back to her though...She would have to wait before leaving. She didn't want to leave though...She wanted to take in this place before so. "So this is where you have disappeared off to?" His voice rang to her and she looked Edward who found the cave. Ginny sat up and looked at him with a soft smile. "Yeah. I didn't think it would take me long to get back but...this place was hard to reach with having to breathe and all. I needed to collect myself before leaving." She told him moving all her hair to fall down one side of her. For the most part it was straight but her long layers, mostly her ends, where starting to curl. She took her fingers through it even though it would end up getting wet again.

"Nice isn't it?" She asked him looking around. "I didn't know this was here." Ginny looked back to Edward then down to her lap. She had forgotten she was only in her bra and underwear....It didn't bother her though. She was comfortable with herself infront of Edward; they were only swimming after alll. And it was very similar to just wearing a two piece bathing suit. Any one else, well the guys, she wouldn't. Her sisters wouldn't be a bother but Emmett, Jasper, and Carlisle was a definite no. She would have swam in all her clothes in that case. Taking in a deep breath, she looked back up at him... She wanted him to kiss her again but tried hiding her thoughts about it.

[edwardcullen]

"Yeah. I didn't think it would take me long to get back but...this place was hard to reach with having to breathe and all. I needed to collect myself before leaving." He nodded at that. As he sat down beside her. He pulled his dark red boxers up some more. Just to be sure they would not fall off whenever he dove back in the water. Which would be a while. They needed to discuss what happened before. The kiss..."Nice isn't it?" He nodded. It was nice here. Nice and quiet. And soothing and relaxing. He liked it here. The watery sounds beating against the rocks around them were indeed soothing to the ears. He couldn't help but glance over at her. She was so cute in just her under wear and bra. That looked remarkably like a bikini....He was feeling a bit unstable at this point. "Ginny, we have to talk about that kiss. " He looked over at her as he leaned his palms on the wet rock they were sitting on and he looked over at her...As he just sighed. He could not help himself. She was so beautiful. What the hell was wrong with him?

What was wrong with him? Why was he feeling this way towards another person? She was not his. But the thing is he deep down he really enjoyed that kiss that he gave her a few moments ago. And the best thing about that kiss. It was not thought of. He just did it without thinking. "I liked it..." He finally confessed to her....He gave a very heavy sigh as he lowered his head ashamed at what he had just told her. But he was not ashamed in his mind. He wanted to kiss her again. He then moved his position to where he was right on top of her. He looked down at her and smiled sweetly at her. "Could I be in love? Or is it just my vampire side wanting some thing more....?" He said as he opened up to her more. He was shocked he even said that to her. As he looked down at her...He was leaning his head down to her neck....She would see that his eyes were no longer golden brown....If it were possible his heart would be pounding in his chest..."Teleport if you have to....Don't let me do this...." He warned her as he leaned his head closer to her neck and then let his lips hit her skin on her neck as he sighed almost in relief....He was not wanting to stop either....

[GINNY CULLEN]

She had been watching the drops of water hit the rocks until he said they needed to talk about the kiss. Her eyes strayed back to him and she took a deep breath in then let it out slowly. She wanted him to talk before she did... It was him who kissed her first after all. "I liked it..." Her cheeks went pink and she felt a fuzzy-like feeling. It wasn't what she thought he would be saying. At least not one of the first things. "Could I be in love? Or is it just my vampire side wanting some thing more....?" She forgot to breath the minute he moved on top of her. The fuzziness increased and her heartbeat skipped before it started beating faster. This was something she definitely didn't expect, however, she didn't reject it. She didn't want to push him away.

She tried speaking but was to overwhelmed with different emotions. Edwards eyes were not golden either...they were thirsty. It didn't scare Ginny that he was so close to her or that by the sound of things he wanted her blood. "Teleport if you have to....Don't let me do this...." She closed her eyes as his lips touched her neck. It was hard for her to believe he was really against her neck like that; much less on top of her. But she didn't want him to stop. He was thirsty... he could drink from her and she wouldn't teleport anywhere.

She was able to talk now but instead of talking she let her actions talk for her. Her neck moved over giving him an open invitation to bite her. "Bite me." She thought to him, keeping her eyes closed. If that wasn't enough of an invitation she wouldn't know what would be. A sigh escaped her lips as she waited for him.

occ: the last bit sounds sexual to me =p but ginny means he's thirty so go ahead...although, we already know she likes it xD

[edwardcullen]

"Bite me." He gasped slightly letting a little bit of fake breath on her neck escape. He looked up at her once more in her eyes. No words were said. He swallowed slightly and she would see that he had. Even if he had black eyes, there was sorrow behind them. She was willing to let him bite her. He bit his bottom lip and then nodded at what she said in her mind to him. And he bent down and placed his luscious lips on her neck once more. The temptation was outrageous. Impossible for him to ignore. As he opened his mouth and let his teeth sink in to her skin he gasped a little. Only because he knew her reaction to the venom might over take her little body any minute now. He was trying his best not to inject her as he drank. But she tasted so damned good. He could not resist her any longer. As he buried his teeth in her skin deeper this time. He grabbed her by the hand and groaned out for her.

His emotions were taking over him .... As he took a hold of her bra strap and pushed it off her shoulder with his fingers. Some thing was off. She should be going into a seizure attack at this moment. At least that came with the venom package. He had long forgotten though that she was still a hybird. That his venom might not bother her so much as a regular human would be by this. So he continued to drink from her. He consumed quite a good bit of her blood as well. He was so thirsty he could not help it. And she was so damned tasty! Again for some odd reason he never felt the feeling of shame rush over him as he drank from her either. Some how he had a feeling she would be alright. His fingers found hers once more as he let them intertwine with his own. As he gasped some more. He would be crying now if it were possible. from him.

[GINNY CULLEN]

Ginny kept her eyes closed as his teeth sunk into her skin. The pain wasn't as bad as she thought it would be and only gave a small gasp and the new wound. At first she tensed up but then let her body relax so the blood flow would be faster. It wasn't needed though, considering he was sucking it out of her just fine. Small portions of venom cascaded through her blood stream which sent adrenaline, pleasure, and pain through her body. The pain wasn't bad, in fact, she liked it. It gave her a rush of excitement and many other emotions that were fairly new to her. If it were anyone else biting her she would not have the good emotions, but this pain was different. The kind of pain she enjoyed which was unusual for her... It was new territory she hadn't been to before and it gave this moment all the more excitement.

A quiet moan escaped her pink lips as his teeth went further into her skin. Her body tensed up again. And she felt as Edwards hand moved up to her shoulder to pull her bra strap down... This caused her to open her eyes, a little widened. The small fingers of hers gave his hand a small squeeze just as her free arm was around his back and holding onto him. She closed her eyes once more as she waited for him to finish. Now, her body was starting to relax again. Whether it be because she was only tensed from the rush or because of the lack of blood...she didn't care. At the moment she wasn't paying attention to anything but Edward and what she was feeling.

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[edwardcullen]

He heard her moan out as he drank from her. He opened his eyes as he looked up at the cave wall ahead of him. His eyes were a golden brown. Back to normal. He eased his teeth out of her skin. As he wiped her wound holes clean with his tongue just then. He was amazed that he was able to control himself. He was satisfied and full now. He was more worried about her however as he looked over at her in her eyes and never let her fingers out of his grasp. He sighed as he wiped his lips clean. And laid his cheek on her chest as he laid there on top of her. And just relaxed. He could still feel her heart beating steadily in her chest too. He did not kill her. He was grateful for that especially. That was all he was really worried about. Well, she was the one that said bite me. And he could not resist that at all. Especially if it was coming from her. He never thought this would be possible. He could drink from her and not kill her. Was that for all vampires or just him? He was just baffled...

He was certain she was baffled just as much as he was. He at the moment was lost at words to describe. This was like some thing had never been able to happen before as long as he has been a vampire he has never been able to bite from a human and they survive from it. Well, she had her advantage. She was a hybird. Half human, half vampire. He sighed heavily as he played with her fingers that were lifted up off the cave floor and in front of him. If he could he would make love to her right now. But there was always some thing holding him back from letting that happen. Bella. He could not be unfaithful. That did not stop him from wanting to kiss her thought which is what he just did. He leaned up and kissed her deeply. He loved Ginny with all that was left of him. He wanted so much that he could not have right now. As he kissed her deeply he had to restrain himself from that! As he pulled away from her then and sat himself a few inches away from her...."Ginny..." He was kicking himself in the ass right now. He wanted nothing more than to make love to her. He really wanted her right now and it was aching inside. But at least he tried to restrain himself...

[GINNY CULLEN]

She could feel him easing his teeth from her skin then lick the wound clean and she stayed completely still as he was finishing. Her breathing was steady and normal when he laid his head on her chest. The hybrid could barely believe what had just happened much less what happened before that. It was confusing that his venom didn't have much of an affect on her. She had been bit before and it was terrible. Her father had to suck it out of her before it took over her whole body. They both didn't want to know if it would change her or just kill her and they didn't want either of those things to happen.

Edward lips found hers again and she kissed him just as deeply before he broke it and sat a little away from her. Ginny knew what they did, the bite, wasn't a good idea. In her defense she wasn't thinking about the last time she had become bitten though... But the wasn't an excuse was it? She closed her eyes a moment then opened them to look at him. He was sitting a little away from her which was understandable, considering. "...Edward." She returned using his name as she sat up. She really wanted to speak...say something, anything. However, the only thing she could think of was the venom or wanting to kiss him again. It made her feel a bit bad inside because Bella was still in his life. Although not much anymore, she was still there... That didn't stop Gin from wanting to feel his lips on hers though. "Edward, I don't know why your venom didn't take over my body." She finally said crossing her legs and looking at him. "I've been bit before...dad had to suck the venom out." She wasn't sure if he had seen that memory floating around in her thoughts or not so she went ahead and said it aloud. "Please don't regret it." She added biting her lip.

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[edwardcullen]

He couldn't understand it. She was not harmed by his bite. Not one flinch. He was indeed baffled by this. How was this possible? Was it because she was a hybird? "...Edward." Her voice then brought him out of his constant thought of mind. As he heard her sweet voice say his name from behind him. "Edward, I don't know why your venom didn't take over my body." "I've been bit before...dad had to suck the venom out." "Please don't regret it." "I don't regret it. I love you." That last line he said might have shocked her for a few seconds. If not longer. He couldn't believe he even said it. He was so confused why he was having this feelings towards her. He wiped the water from his face then simply because t was annoying him right now. "What does the venom of a vampire do to a hybird any way?" He asked as he lowered his head still a bit shocked he didn't kill her. He could have killed her today. And then the others would hate him for it....Especially Esme...What would his mother say?

He then read her thoughts and looked over at Ginny....She was worried about Bella. He scooted over at her and placed his hand on her soft cheek..."I know what you're thinking...." He simply said. He knew that she was worried about him and Bella. But she really had nothing to worry about. Edward could see it now as he thought about it...Bella could choose Jacob at any given second. And his world would crumble all around him. He then took his other free hand and placed it on her chest...As he felt her heart beating steadily in her chest....But when he touched her, her heart went a bit faster....And he looked up at her and smiled....He couldn't believe this was happening. He was falling for another girl. He leaned in closer as he straddled his legs around her waist....If she couldn't notice he was a bit nervous...Even though h didn't show it. Inside he was shaking.

[GINNY CULLEN]

"I don't regret it. I love you." Those last three words got her. They were a bit of a shock causing her to be speechless for the moment. "What does the venom of a vampire do to a hybrid any way?" "I know what you're thinking...." Ginny knew that. She also knew she hide nothing to hide from him or even want to hide from him. Some thoughts of hers she would like to keep to herself but she has grown used to this. Before she could even answer him he placed his hand on her heart.... and that had sent her heart racing. He seemed to like doing that judging on the smile he give afterward. She returned the smile although hers was a little more shy. With him straddling his legs around her and those three words he spoke it was hard to concentrate on answering the question.

"I'm not sure. My dad said that one of three things could happen. One, I could be completely turned. Two, the venom could kill me. And three, my body would fight it off as if I had a cold. The first time I was bit it felt like fire; that every atom in my body was being burned. This time it was completely different." She paused looking at him. She placed her hand on his neck then let her fingertips side down to his chest ever so gently. Taking this risk might have seemed reckless but if anything the venom could just have been sucked out of her, right? She sighed. "I wasn't thinking about the first time. I didn't sense any danger." She gave a smile then looked away. The wound on her neck was healing five times faster then it would for a human. It didn't even hurt anymore. There would be a scar though which made her think of the family... What questions they might be answering. Ginny didn't want to make this moment a bummer so she didn't say anything. It would be clear in her thoughts though. "I love you too." She finally said it back to him, her heart felt like it skipped a beat.

[edwardcullen]

"I'm not sure. My dad said that one of three things could happen. One, I could be completely turned. Two, the venom could kill me. And three, my body would fight it off as if I had a cold. The first time I was bit it felt like fire; that every atom in my body was being burned. This time it was completely different." "I wasn't thinking about the first time. I didn't sense any danger." "I love you too."

Edward groaned out as she replied back that she said she loved him right back. But he did not want her to. It would not be good on her part if she fell in love with him. It was bad enough that he was falling for her. He was the one in trouble. He was with Bella. Why did he fall for another woman? Was he falling for another woman? He was. He was so falling for Ginny. And that was the part he was beating himself up with. He was to damn proud to admit that that was what was eating him up inside right this very moment. Bella Swan was the love of his life in this day of age. Of any age. He was not so lucky in finding some one to fall in love with in his own time period. But in the 20th century he was rather lucky. He had found Bella when he thought all hope was lost for him in ever finding love. So the reason he threw himself at Bella as he had, he didn't think that he would ever be able to find some one that was in to him as she was. She couldn't keep her eyes off him when they first had met....And now their relationship was on a rocky land slide. He was not sure if he would catch her if she started to fall, or if Jacob would....

That might have some reasoning why he was falling for another. Bella was falling for another. And growing more and more distant from him. He didn't want her to choose him at first. At least she'd be safe from himself. He was not the type a guy a human girl fell for. But Bella Swan loved him. He knew she was still in love with him...What was going to happen to them? He wanted a happy ending. Who didn't want a happy ending? And then there was Ginny. Right here by his side. Standing by him most of the time. Being there when ever he needed a shoulder to lay his head upon. So was this the right thing or not? He was so confused. And when she placed her fingers down his chest, his torso went in. Showing more muscle. She would never feel a heart beat from him. If that was what she was trying to feel. He could feel hers plain and clear. He was not going the right direction with this. Half of him wanted to disappear from her, half of him wanted to stay. Which was more? He knew which was more...He wanted to stay..."You can't be in love with me...." He said lowly he looked in to her eyes once more.