Dangerously In Love ((Ginny Closed))

[edwardcullen]

It was night time. The first time in months when there were no rain and coldness. Edward was secretly taking Ginny out on their first date tonight. The night was almost over as well. He knew he had to get her back home. She needed her sleep. But he was hoping that she enjoyed herself tonight. He held her hand in his as they started to walk back to his car. "I hope you had a great night. Because I sure did." He walked slowly with her back to the car as the night air blew through his messed up air he looked up at the stars. The scene was indeed a peaceful one. He pulled her hand up that he was holding and kissed the top of it.

He hated having to sneak around with her. But it was the only way at this point. He couldn't let any one know about his love for another woman just yet. He was going to tell Bella soon. But he would not wait for Bella either. He felt slightly awful for doing this behind the back of the one he thought was suppose to be forever love...Apparently she was with Jacob at the moment. So who was Edward hurting? No one? Well, he thought he was hurting Bella. At least that was in his own subconscious mind....And no one knew about Ginny since she was indeed a hybird.

He led her back to the Volvo and leaned her gently against the car door on her side as he grabbed both of her hands letting his fingers intertwine with hers as he leaned in a started to kiss her deeply. "Excuse me...I'll take that pretty lady off your hands!" Edward turned around and saw the gun barrel pointing at his gut...And then saw the man standing a few feet away from the couple..."Don't hurt us...Just...Listen..." Edward stood up right at attention as he walked up to the stranger...But it was too late and Edward could not read the man's mind quick enough. And the stranger pulled the trigger! Blasting Edward in the gut a few time! With the impact hitting him, he was slammed against his car! And he fell to the ground...As he was knocked out for a few seconds! But before he would wake up, Ginny would be gone!

[GINNY CULLEN]

The night had been absolutely amazing. It had been their first date together and she couldn't have wish for a better one. There wasn't anything missing from it, in fact, it was everything she had dreamed of in a first date. Ginny had only had one ex and he was nothing like Edward... Their first fate was horrid. She didn't stay with him for very long do to the lack of wanting to be around her or even comfort her. Luckily, it wasn't much of a heartbreak either. "I hope you had a great night. Because I sure did." She nodded looking at him and when he kissed her hand her cheeks turned a light pink. "I did. It's been wonderful." She said dreamy-like. Her cheeks wouldn't turn different shades of pink and red if it wasn't for the fact she was a hopeless romantic. Or at least in her eyes she was. She melts at any love story and adores the romantic type.....Edward was such a gentlemen and knows how to treat a lady. It's one of the many things she loves about him....and why she blushed so easily around him.

She kissed him back with her free hand on his shoulder....they were interrupted though. "Excuse me...I'll take that pretty lady off your hands!" Her eyes shot open at once to see a gun pointed at them. It seemed as if her heart had skipped a beat then started beating way to fast. She knew the gun wouldn't kill Edward but it would indeed hurt her..."Don't hurt us...Just...Listen..." The man didn't take the time to listen because the next thing she sees is Edward on the ground after the gun had went off a few times. "EDWARD!" She yelled kneeling down to him. Just as she was about to teleport the both of them back to the house the man had stuck a sharp needle into her shoulder...and soon she saw nothing but black.

When her eyes finally open all she can see is being in an unfamiliar truck and things flashing by her. She felt completely out of it and no matter how hard she tried she couldn't teleport. It was either because she kept drifting into unconsciousness right before trying or her thoughts wouldn't stay straight enough to think about it. "Edward..." She tried yelling but it only come out in a faint whisper. "Don't worry your little head...It'll all be over before you know it." She tried growling at the man but no sound would come out... And he was a mortal so he wouldn't know growling means to back off. "What....are you...doing?" Her question took a few minutes to muster out fully... The car soon stopped in what seemed like the middle of no where. Ginnys eyes didn't want to stay open but as soon as she felt the mans hand sliding down her stomach they shot open and pushed his hand away in an instant....Although, that took a lot of energy to even muster the strength to do...Now she was weak and unable to move again. She really hoped the venom in her body would kill the drug soon...if she were human she'd be completely knocked out.

[edwardcullen]

"EDWARD!" He collected his thoughts as he woke up. The bullets laid by his side as he looked at them and picked them up in his hand. He would've been dead if he were really human. The man must've shot three him three times. In the same place. He growled lowly. He hated having being shot with guns. Now it was personal. He took Ginny. Edward stood up at once and looked down at the tire tracks. They were heading to a place he could not go...La, Push..He really cared less when there was a life on the line he had promised that no harm would ever come to her. And now look at what has happened.

Since this was personal he had to do this on his own. No other Cullen knew he was out here with her. And Alice would not be able to see any of this happening. He knew what he had to do. It was the only thing. He darted off in the direction the truck was headed. He could try his best and track them. Good thing he knew Ginny's scent like a book. He could follow her through the woods...And then over in to La Push. He knew what he was doing as well. He knew the consequences of his actions. But Ginny's life was in danger and there was no one here that could help him...

He would ask a wolf. But by the time he did that, it would be way too late. That man would have gotten what he wanted. And what Edward read from the man's mind, it was foul and disgusting...Made him sick just thinking of it. How could a man treat a lady that way? But Edward was hot on the trail..He stopped though when he reached the border line... Was he really going to risk his life for this? The wolves could sense him at once and kill him in a heart beat! Of course Ginny was worth it! Edward cared less about his own life at the moment...And like that he crossed the border...This was for some one he loved...

It did not take him long though to find them...And the truck. He could hear her muffled cries...As he walked closer and closer to the truck. The guy's thoughts were worse than before. And Edward felt guilty he let Ginny out of his grip this easily. Maybe more fight training from Jasper would come in handy in the future. "What....are you...doing?" At that moment he couldn't take any more of her cries....As he rushed right up to the truck and opened the back door...And reached in as he grabbed the man by the back of his hair and yanked him out of his own truck! The guy was thrown to the ground! And he looked up at Edward....

"What the hell?! I killed your ass!!" The guy shouted at Edward...And that that said, Edward was more pissed than he had ever been when he saw Ginny laying in the man's back seat. That was when Edward snapped! And he pulled the by the arm and pulled the man's arm clean off! Making the man holler out in pain! The fresh smell of blood hit Edward's nostrils. He could not help himself! As he took a hold of the guy tightly and broke the other arm! Ans he twisted it back! You could hear the bone crack in the process....For a split second that monster Edward hated so much, was taking control over him...

And that was when the kill happened....He had sunk his teeth the flesh of Ginny's attacker killing him! As Edward drank the dry, and finished he threw the man to the ground with a loud thump! Breathing heavily he looked down and saw the blood on his hands. Edward grabbed some gasoline in the back of the man's truck and a lighter and poured the gas all over the man and then threw the lighter over on the corpse....He stood there in silence just looking at the flames....Making sure they would not get out of control...Blood dripped off his fingers...From when he ripped the mans arm off...He even forgot that Ginny was there for a few seconds...As his eyes stared in to that fire...

[GINNY CULLEN]

Ginny did everything she could to teleport herself to safety. She knew very well this man wasn't planning on doing anything nice to her and at the worst kill her in the end. The drug was so powerful though, that she couldn't beat the feeling and effects it had on her. Everything was blurry and spinning. She felt nauseous to her stomach and the man kept trying to touch her which made feel even more sick. "What the hell?! I'll kill your ass!!" His voice rang into his ears and she suddenly felt safe again. Although, she couldn't see him his scent was all around and the man wasn't touching her anymore.

It didn't even seem to take a minute after hearing his voice that she smelt freed blood. Her mind went straight to Edward killing the man...or drinking his blood...or both. She couldn't do anything though, she couldn't move! Then another scent hit her nose...burning flesh. That was it...that is what really set her nausea into place. She felt like she could throw up any minute now and tears just fell down her face. Ginny wanted it to all just go away and wished so badly that man had never shown his face. He ruined everything! The night with Edward was perfect up until he decided to show his face.

It wasn't helping that the smell of human blood made her want it! She still hasn't become used to the taste of animals blood and could very easily go back to human if she could work at a blood bank. Only problem would be her adopted family...So in all reality she couldn't do that.

Still crying she moved herself from the back seat of the truck and flopped into the front. Her arm moved up weakly to open the passengers side door and she began to crawl out of the truck. First her arms were down then she pushed herself forward a little at a time until her knees were at the edge of the seat. Next, she turned her body around and fell out of the truck and until the hard ground. She didn't want to be in the truck anymore...not around the mans scent. She crawled a few feet away from the truck and laid on the cold ground. She waited there for Edward not daring to move anymore... She knew what he had done but she wasn't going to judge him for it. He did save her life. What she didn't realize yet though, was that they were on La Push lands. She was to drugged to notice much of anything just yet.

The snapping and crackling of the fire was hard to ignore. Might as well set the truck on fire as well... He finger prints were in there and she didn't want to be a suspect of the mans death. "Edward..." She thought to him as clearly as she could. "Set the truck on fire...and get me out of here.. please." The tears had never stopped and only flowed more now. She was so happy the man didn't have his way with her and that Edward as able to get to her in enough time. Her tears were a mixture of happy and sad, however, sad seemed to be taking the most control right now.

[edwardcullen]

"Edward..." "Set the truck on fire...and get me out of here.. please."

Edward stood there watching the blazing body go up in flames. And then she suggested that he burn the truck as well. He was going to use it. But the condition he placed Ginny in, she might be too sick for that man's stench. So he took the other gasoline can and poured it all over the truck. As he took his Zippo and light the fire for that as well. He then stood back as he walked over to Ginny who was now laying in the grass away from the scene. He crouched down and picked her up in his arms. As he carried her deeper in the forest. He sat her down and knew she would most likely pass out in his arms before then...As he sat a few ways away from her. He was reflecting on what he had just done...

Edward sighed as he looked down at his hands. This was a first time he ever had the chance to look down at his hands that were stained with human blood. What just happened back there? It was like he just blocked out as soon as he killed and he when he heard Ginny speak he woke up. As he just sat there in silence he was still unaware he was in La Push. And if that was not bad enough, a murder on his hands. He silently started to cry himself. But no natural tears would ever escape his eyes. But he was weeping over the fact that he had slipped. His felt the blood in his stomach and he was sick...He drained that man.

He sat there in the morning dew. As the fog danced all around them. He stopped crying....As he sat there across from her in silence. As he waited for her to wake up. By now the blood was dry on his hands as he looked down at them yet again...But the smell was still fresh...He then gathered his thoughts as he picked her up and took her clear out of Quill lands. He was shocked the wolves had not tried attacking him yet. But he managed to get her out with out any more harm done to her...He came across a back alley in Seattle...He walked that far with her in his arms. He could not just leave her in those lands...

He knew the wolves would kill her most likely...But he found a close hotel so they could stay there for a while. He bought a room and laid her on a bed. As he went to the bath room and turned on the shower...He undressed himself...As he tried to get that man's stench off him. After a while he grabbed a bath robe and dressed himself in it as he walked out of the bath room and laid down beside her...And waited for her to wake up....

[GINNY CULLEN]

Ginny could hear his foot steps and kind of hear what he was doing. When she heard louder crackling she automatically knew he set the truck on fire... She gave a sigh of relief and tried moving again but her body refused to work. At least Edward had picked her up and started running off; otherwise she wouldn't be able to go anywhere. She knew he wouldn't have just left her there though, he wasn't like that. It was over now... No more fear ran through Ginny's emotions and now that she was in his arms she felt safe enough to do what her body had been aching to...pass out. All the fear, terrible thoughts, nausea, the spinning, everything she was feeling had fallen silent after she passed out. That is, until her sub-conscious and dreams stating picking at her.

She wanted to sleep for a very long, long time. She didn't want to wake up and have the memories of what happened stay with her. She wanted to forget them so she wouldn't have to deal with the trauma that had come along with it. At this point, she was upset with her father for leaving her! He left her here and now so many bad things were happening. It wasn't something she was used too. She wasn't used to fighting all the time with Rose and Emmett spews or even Jasper and Rose spews. She wasn't used to random vampires attacking her or people like her dad or Justin leaving her. Being drugged and almost being raped had brought so many thoughts to her and she couldn't stand them. They weren't her. She's always been calm and thoughtful of good things and now she just wanted to curl up somewhere and sleep for weeks.

Her dreams weren't pleasant at all. All that was running through her head was what happened. It wasn't very peaceful at all, in fact, she woke up screaming thinking that something terrible happened too her. The last memory of her dream was that man touching her stomach again. She sat up from her laying position and started to scream.

When she realized it was only a dream of what had happened and that she was in a motel room she stopped and tried catching her breath. Usually, she only went through sleep paralysis but this time she had a night terror. Or, what seemed to be a night terror. She had never had one before so she wasn't quiet sure...

Her arms wrapped around her body to hug herself. Tears began to fall from her eyes right after she had stopped screaming. Ginny wasn't even worried about where she currently was or how she got there. Although it was clear she was in a motel and she could sense Edward there. Her head fell down trying to hide her face with her mess of hair that she desperately needed to comb out.

[edwardcullen]

He continued to lay there beside her. He even turned on the light when it got dark again out side. She was out of all day and night. She well deserved it. He even had some one at the front desk order him and Ginny a new pair of out fits for them. So when she woke up she could take a nice shower or bath. What ever she likes best. He never realized how long he was going with out human blood though. He had killed some one. So his eyes were not as they normally should be. Instead, they were a shade of a dark red instead of golden brown. Edward then jumped actually when the TV came on! You could hear Spongebob and some other creature....

That made Edward look around aimlessly for the remote. He found it in the drawer and shut the TV right back off again. He did not want it bother his sweet angel. The TV must be on a timer. That was the conclusion he had gotten. He rested right back beside Ginny. He knew she was tired. She needed to sleep. He closed his own eyes. Even though he never slept. But it felt good some times. So he just laid there in silence beside Ginny. He knew she was safe as well with him by her side. She would always be. Any one would be. But when she screamed out he sat straight up!
And placed a hand on her back..."Ginny?!" He asked as gently as possible.

"Your hair is a mess sweety..."He saw the mess her hair was in and he got up and rushed to the bath room as he got a brush and came back. To find her rocking on the bed with her face hid from him...He sighed as he looked down at the brush. She wouldn't want this right now. So he threw the brush on the other bed and crawled back on to the bed. As he wrapped his ice cold arms around her and pulled her close to his body...As he just let her cry it out..."Cry it out sweet heart....I won't let any thing else harm you...." He said to her calmly as he laid his cheek on the top of her head when he held on to her....

[GINNY CULLEN]

"Your hair is a mess sweety..." She could imagine that it would be. Ginny honestly didn't feel like brushing her hair out right now though. When she would calm herself down she would take a nice shower then brush it out. At the moment, however, she just rocked herself lightly letting tears fall. She told herself to not be weak and cry but she couldn't help it. She never cried in front of anyone! Even at the house, on her rare occasion she would cry, she always left so no one would even hear or catch on. The only person she ever felt comfortable crying in front of was her father. Not even Justin had seen her tear up often and she was close to him.
Crying is never a sign of being weak but in her mind crying showed she isn't strong enough or good enough. The situation she had been in didn't even seem a good enough reason to cry....but it was. She wanted to tough it out and get over it but it just wasn't that simple.

"Cry it out sweet heart....I won't let any thing else harm you...." Ginny held onto Edward a little tighter than she normally would. It didn't even occur to her she had a tight grip on him. The hybrid wasn't paying much attention but with Edward being a vampire it wouldn't be as tight to him as it would be to someone holding onto her like that. After his words though, she felt a little more comfortable crying. She didn't know why but she deeply felt like it was her fault it had all happened.

As she cried onto his shoulder she tried calming down her thoughts. She didn't want Edward more worried than he probably already was. Five minutes later her tears were stopping and her emotions were calming down. "I'm sorry." She said, although wasn't quiet sure which part she was apologizing for...getting them into that mess...Edward killing....or crying. All three could be considered into that one apology though. "I'm so sorry." She lessened her grip on him finally noticing she had been holding onto him with a tight grip. His shirt was now wet and had eyeliner stains. "Sorry. I've ruined your shirt." She apologized again before lifting her head to look at him. She put back her emotions for a moment to focus on him... Both her hands touched his cheeks as she talked, "Are you okay?" Her question come out a little shaky noting that his eyes quickly changed to red just off one human. After all the crying she was now sniffling.

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[edwardcullen]

"I'm sorry." "I'm so sorry." "Sorry. I've ruined your shirt." "It's only a motel bath robe darling. No worries about it." He reassured. As he grabbed a tissue from the night stand and gave it to her so she could dry her eyes and clean them up a bit. She then noticed his red eyes. He sighed heavily when she placed her hands on his cheeks. She would at once see the pain in his eyes. "Are you okay?" He swallowed slightly at that. The thought of the human's blood running down his throat like it had last night was just some thing he was not able to let go. He was amazed though that he had not gone out and killed another person while she slept. He figured his worry for her was what grounded him from that.

"I'm not going to lie....I am a bit thirsty at the moment. Do you know how long it's been since I killed some one like that?" He felt ashamed as she looked in his now dark red eyes...And he turned away from her. As he placed his elbows on his knees he folded his fingers together and placed them under his chin. As he sighed heavily. He could smell her own blood in her veins as well. And that was enough to drive him a little insane. He was not holding himself up very well either. "His name was Ben...." He said sadly. He actually felt sad for the man he killed. He had remembered that he took the mans wallet so no one could identify who he was.

He opened his eyes then after he saw the mans frightened face in his mind. It was going to be hard for him to get over. More importantly it was going to be hard for him to not want human blood. She would have to keep him hidden from the rest of the family for a while. Not just the family but the entire area. If they had to move some where else for a while then so be it. He was just a wreck at the moment. It was impossible for him to do any thing. Much less move around and keep in secret so no wolf would find out what he had done....

[GINNY CULLEN]

Ginny dropped her hands from his cheeks to wipe her face off with the tissue he had given to her. She knew she must look a mess right now so she made sure to wipe around her eyes to remove all the smeared makeup. ".....Do you know how long it's been since I killed some one like that?" She placed the tissue on the end table beside the bed then moved back beside him. She knew he must be feeling terrible for killing but she, in no way, would judge him for it nor would she be afraid he would attack her. Ginny knew Edward can control himself he was always very well with it. The thought of him killing the man, to her, was only because he tried hurting someone he loved... If she had been with her father the night he was murdered she could see herself coming out of her pacifist nature and hurting them. Even though they were much stronger than she. The anger in her would have helped do more damage then anything.

"His name was Ben...." She sighed softly placing her arm around his back. She wanted so badly to take away the bad emotions but she was not Jasper. She could not. The only thing she could do was to be there for him like he would be there for her. It seemed she was not the only one that was a mess right now and she didn't blame him. "If you hadn't done anything I could have been hurt...or killed. You more than likely saved many other girls from the same fate. I don't see that as a bad thing at all. What if you let him get away and he just went to the next girl to hurt? You did a good thing." She said to him closing her eyes. She didn't even want to think of the girls he more than likely already hurt or killed.

The man, Ben, could have done many terrible things in his life time and maybe death was harsh, but Ginny didn't bother giving the man sympathy. He deserved what he got. She honestly felt that way which was a mixture of what happened, what could have happened, and what has already happened to the others... A rapist has a pattern and usually doesn't stop with one girl. Ginny judged by the gun and drugs he had that it wasn't his first time. "We need to go home...Maybe not today but we at least need to call Esme so she doesn't worry." Her eyes were still closed.

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[edwardcullen]

"If you hadn't done anything I could have been hurt...or killed. You more than likely saved many other girls from the same fate. I don't see that as a bad thing at all. What if you let him get away and he just went to the next girl to hurt? You did a good thing." He kept his fingers pressed against the bottom of his chin as his elbows pressed firmly against his thighs as he looked over at a bare wall in front of him and swayed his body slightly. He could not believe though that he still killed a human. On La Push lands. "We need to go home...Maybe not today but we at least need to call Esme so she doesn't worry." He closed his eyes the moment he felt her touch as she wrapped her arm around his back. He nodded as she said that they needed to call Esme. But not today. Certainly not today. He could not register enough who he was to call any one at the moment."Ginny, I can't talk any one. Not right now. Please..." He then leaned down and turned around as he laid her on the bed to where he was laying right beside her.

"These next few days will be hard on you darling. Very hard. I can still taste his blood in my mouth. And I want it again. Promise me no matter how much I get out of control, you will not let me kill some one else..." He was a bit panicked at this moment as he looked at her when he leaned up over on top of her. He then stood up the moment he realized how close he was getting to her again. He would hurt himself if he hurt her by any means. He was not sure what was going to happen between now and then but then he knew that he was indeed unstable to be around any one else. He couldn't see his family at this point either. They would send him away and he wasn't prepared for that. And if the wolves found out, he would be hunted to his own death! And he knew his family could not live with that either...He walked over to a wall and leaned his fore head against it as he pounded his fist against the wall as well to try and get rid of any anxiety....But it was hopeless...As he sighed very heavily then....He knew she would not like it that when he was upset....And she might would try and calm him down if he knew her correctly...

[GINNY CULLEN]

"Ginny, I can't talk any one. Not right now. Please..." She bit her lip lightly and only nodded at this. If it would be easier on him she would call Esme herself, but she would have to see first if Edward would rather wait for tomorrow all together. She honestly didn't feel like talking to anyone either. Her emotions were a big wreck at the moment. Anyone who was drugged and molested would feel the same way... Sighing, she laid down when he did and looked at him. "These next few days will be hard on you darling. Very hard. I can still taste his blood in my mouth. And I want it again. Promise me no matter how much I get out of control, you will not let me kill some one else..." Before she could answer him he hopped off the bed and punched the motel wall. She slowly sat up and become worried for him...

"You won't hurt anyone. You're strong. You have control. As soon as the blood works out of your system you will be fine." She told him softly as she stood up and moved away from the bed. Any emotion that where surrounding around her she pushed back far enough to tend to Edwards. At the moment, all she was feeling was worry and sadness. She can remember humans blood very clearly to this day as well. When she switched to animal she had become a little frantic. She, quiet a few times, felt the need to have humans blood and had come close to murdering. She knew what it felt like to want it...crave it... He was not alone on wanting human blood. Many vampires could very well agree on this.

Ginny walked over to him and forcefully, but gently, pushed herself between him and the wall. "Don't move please." She thought as she pushed her head over so his forehead was leaning against hers instead of the wall. "You'll be okay... I promise I won't let you kill someone. I don't think it'll get to that point." She told him wondering if he listened to anything she said to him before... "I won't leave you." She closed her eyes a moment pondering on what she could do to help him feel better. Nothing come across her mind though other than to try and take it off his mind. She placed her lips to his in a sweet, soft kiss in hopes of getting his mind off that and onto her. They both needed each other, it wasn't a one way streak.

[edwardcullen]

You won't hurt anyone. You're strong. You have control. As soon as the blood works out of your system you will be fine." He then felt her walk over to where he was. He stood there in silence. "Don't move please." He did as she asked. And he even closed his now red eyes. As he feels her move in front of him. She separates him from the wall. As she placed her fore head on his. His eyes still closed. His lips a little more redder from before. He never backed away from her either. As he just stood there so close to her. Too bad he could not breathe. Other wise his heart would pumping ten times faster as she placed her skin on his. It did not matter either where she touched him, sparks flew. A chill ran down his spine as he just stood there in silence with her...

"You'll be okay... I promise I won't let you kill someone. I don't think it'll get to that point." "I won't leave you." "I won't leave you..." Echoed in his mind. He sighed as he nodded as well. As he never lifted his head nor opened his eyes back up to meet her own. He knew he was placing her in a rather uneasy moment. But he knew also that she was going to do all she could to keep his mind off of what he was thinking about. And that was the man he just killed. He remained in silence as he just let her do pretty much what she wanted. And when the kiss hit his lips. He was a bit shocked at first. He was hesitant at first. Considering what she had just been through. But that obviously would not stop her. He moved his lips and opened them up so she could enter her tongue in his mouth then. As he just gave a very passionate kiss. His hands however remained at his sides. And his eyes remained closed at the moment. He was still hesitant in touching her. He was not going to scare her.

All kinds of emotions ran through his mind as he continued on kissing her. He knew she had no idea how to get his mind off of Ben....But she was obviously doing a marvelous job on it at the moment. She showered him with her own little touches. As he felt his spine tingle all over again. He returned the kiss so deeper than she probably meant. He let his tongue dart in her mouth as he moaned in her mouth. He pulled away from the kiss as he just shook his head no...Still having his eyes closed. He was not sure that she should do any thing extreme at the moment. He was more worried about her than himself...Though he never pulled far from her. He was still there with his fore head against her own. "I...don't think we should do this..." He said still feeling a bit unsure....

[GINNY CULLEN]

Ginny slide her fingers down his chest as she kissed him. Her hands stopped at his hip bones and left her fingers pressed against them as her tongue danced against his and darting across his lower lip. Her fingers slide back up to his neck pulling him closer in their kissing before she wrapped her arms around his neck. Every touch she gave him was soft yet passionate in hopes of sending thoughs tingly feelings she loved to give him. She had become so into the moment she let her thoughts of the man completely stray away from her; even when Edward pulled away from the kissing she didn't let them return. She was way to focused on him to let anything be a bother to her.

"I...don't think we should do this..." She smiled lightly keeping her forehead to his. As she has said many times before she wouldn't try forcing him into anything or even think about forcing him. Besides, she wanted to wait before they went a step further; at least a little bit longer. It was one of those things where she wanted to but didn't want to to soon. "Then we wont." She told him softly rubbing his shoulder once."I really need to take a shower...Or maybe a hot bath." She added hearing her stomach grumble. "And apparently I need...breakfast lunch or dinner. What time is it anyway?" She gave a quiet laugh. She hadn't a clue what time it was or even how long she had been sleeping for. In her mind, what happened happened yesterday not a two or three days ago.

"Will you be okay while I hop in the shower?" She asked him opening her eyes finally. Ginny wouldn't leave him even for a moment if he really didn't want her to. The pull of making sure he will be okay made her want to stay with him. In all honestly, she didn't want to bathe right now. She just felt like she needed too. Her hair was a mess and her clothes were as well. It didn't help that she wanted to wash all the nasty feelings away from her. The were all dull now but still there and still lingering on her. She also needed to eat which would make her have to leave and get something. Ginny doubted Edward would want to leave the motel room unless he needed to hunt so she wouldn't ask him to get her anything. Which reminded her, her throat was burning with thirst for blood.

[edwardcullen]

"Then we wont." "I really need to take a shower...Or maybe a hot bath." "And apparently I need...breakfast lunch or dinner. What time is it anyway?" "It's almost noon. I paid for a full extra day though. In case we really needed it." He replied back softly to her as they stood alone in the motel room. He brought his hand up to wrap around her back. As he held on to her. He was just so scared to let her go any where. "Will you be okay while I hop in the shower?" As he curled his fingers in her shirt and wrinkled her shirt slightly he then nodded at that question as though he said yes. He hoped he would be alright any way. His eyes were still that bright red and his anxiety was kicking up a notch. But as he felt her touch on his skin he could not help but feel that little touch of warmth of a tingle she would always give him. He loved her the way she put her own worries to the side to tend to his. She was indeed selfless. He was in love with the woman that was standing in front of him.

He couldn't lie to himself any more. He was truly, honestly, deeply in love with her. Things were in deed getting tight between them. The way they shared a kiss more often than they should. The way he was ever so close to her at times. That would just send her heart a racing. He loved that. He loved to hear that little heart of hers beating ten times more than it should when ever he was around her. This was in deed a dangerous attempt for both of them. But he really did not care. Nor did he care what the read of their family would say about it. All he knew was this was really happening and no one could tell him it wasn't. He tried to convince himself some times that the thoughts in his head about Ginny Cullen were not real. But they were real. And he was kicking his ass for it all because there was still that possibly that Bella could come back. And run into his arms. And what then? What if that happened to him? Where would that leave Ginny? He would not be able to break her heart like that. No, Bella had her chance and she lost that chance a long time ago. It was indeed Ginny's time to be with him. Thank God he had not gone in full swing with marrying Bella like he thought he was going to...."I'll be fine love. Go take a shower. Or what ever you want. I'll order you a plate up..." He pulled her in once more and kissed her fore head and let go as he walked over to the motel's telephone and called room service.